“I paint what was missing.”

I create art for myself. Art is a form of therapy that I use to heal from the scars left by society. I paint what was missing. As an artist, I tell the stories of the forgotten, the hidden, and what should have been.

Much of my inspiration comes from photographs I find, often of long-forgotten people who no longer have names. I recreate these images, allowing these individuals to return and continue their stories.

The mediums I use in my paintings are encaustic wax and gouache.

Although my educational and professional background has been in business management, I have always felt the call to create. Deep down, I knew I would have an artistic journey, but it took years before I discovered what that journey would be.

I began with fused glass and have worked in the medium for more than a decade. I started working with encaustic wax as a mixed-media medium simply because I saw encaustic works in galleries and wanted to understand how they were created. Reading and online videos became my teachers. I took the plunge, experimented, and simply played. Before I knew it, I was being asked to teach classes and was selling my encaustic mixed-media creations.

Painting came later. I had always wanted to paint but had never picked up a brush. Then the COVID-19 pandemic hit. When the world closed, I knew I needed to find something to calm my soul. I challenged myself to learn to paint. I wanted to create something personal and meaningful, something that reflected my own life and the challenges I had faced.

I decided to create the representation I had missed growing up. I imagined a world where the LGBTQ+ community was represented positively, where the male form could be appreciated without shame, and where people could simply exist as themselves.

Because I already felt comfortable working with wax, I chose encaustic wax as my painting medium. Over the following year, I painted 100 portraits, mostly of men. The inspiration for these paintings came from photographs I found online, often images of people whose names and stories had been forgotten. Through painting, I began to give these images new life and a new story.

From this, a true artistic journey emerged. I painted what I felt I needed to paint. I painted what my soul told me to paint.

After encaustic wax, I began working with watercolor before eventually settling on gouache. I love the luminous, vibrant colors of both encaustic wax and gouache and the way they elevate and strengthen the stories I want to tell.

I am self-taught, with no formal artistic training. I have learned by exploring, experimenting, and allowing myself to play. For me, the key to making art is to have no fear—just create.

Keller

Encaustic

 

The word encaustic originates from the Greek word enkaustikos which means to burn in, referring to the heat applied to each layer of wax to burn in to the previous layer. Encaustic medium in a combination of beeswax and damar resin

Gouache

 

Gouache is a type of water-soluble paint that, unlike watercolor, is opaque so the white of the paper surface does not show through.

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